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Can anybody hear my problems??
Its seems like everyone is having there fun except me.
Poeple having their loves ones with them,their friends and family.
What about me?? Nothing...
People going out with friend and co.
I have to rott at home doing nothing.
Called people out and they always say No.
Is this my punishment??
Maybe....
Perhaps it is...
My family?? No way they will know whats wrong with me.
They only know about going out with their friends and boyfriends.
Mum? Always think i am the bitch...
How i wish i could end this by dying? Maybe that is very stupid...But i realise that i in Earth it means nothing to everyone.
Going out alone,doing things alone without anyone knowning my problems...
I thought that family will always be there for me.
But now is seems that MY family only know about BOYFRIEND,friends first then me as thier (sister).
I meant nothing to this family..
Friends have thier own life and i know they cant be there for me always.
I really want to move out and get the hell out of school...
I really dont know how to face all of you guys..
Some so call "friends" are just only using me...
I think now people reading my blog will just laugh and will be thinking why this bitch is so stupid!!
Hahas, go ahead and say what you want! I am not going to give a fuck care man!!
And i cant bet that no one is reading my blog.